There are times that I could pat my back and said that yes, I did a good job today. Other times there's this doubt and question of my attitude with the gals. I'm not a perfect Nanay. That's for sure so I get upset. I even scream at times when stress out esp. if the gals get into my nerves. They could be adorable then challenge my wits the next. A lot of times I've talked to my hubby about this and of course he would say something which could reassure me and my never-ending self doubt.

Being perfect is not my goal, just to be the loving mother. Someone whom my daughters could be proud of.

Am I alone in this agony?

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>

It's one of those things that I wished to have the knack for not only because there are so many women in our family who are so talented in doing this but creating something on my own gives me real pleasure.

Having Home Economics back in high school didn't really help. I remember asking my aunt to do a particular assignment for me other times projects would take long and grades were not to be proud of.a>